time, wasted.

here is the mood to update. 
i dont like to waste time. i feel time is the most precious thing ever. you cant ever catch back even a single second. time wont let us to do so. i am so upset that have to tell myself i should have to give it up earlier. should expect it earlier. so silly i am the only one carry on. if not, i could spend these time on more important things. may be, i listed it as an important responsibility in my list, actually it is not. it WAS important. not to blame anyone, no one. okay. my first teary night in uk. well. i should reorganize my mood. and get back to normal. i can manage it.