被偷走的那五年

watched this series in the morning once i woke up. tears streaming down my face non-stop. it's a very touching movie. this movie reminds everyone to cherish people you love and who loves you. but, don't compare between our life and the movies. reality is not exactly like the scenes in movies. the super romance or the separation between loved ones in life or death are rarely happened in reality. instead, we can slow down our footstep, and feel the love around you. we may not be able to be honest all the time, but a little doubt and suspect can cause a big difference in life. it will simply leave a crack and break a relationship. trust is the key of solution. yet it is not easy as it is not built at once,  but accumulates from days to days. cherish the people you love, try to build trust on them if they are worth to stay in your life! this movie is highly recommended. :')   

游戏

有一场游戏，听似简单。

也许大家都能做到。

日子久了，

它也许会成了一种习惯。

那一个习惯，

我不想，也不要。

那一场游戏，

我玩不起。:)

relax!

final year just started and the stresses are going to overwhelm. telling myself just relax and stop stressing myself. keep calm and just go on as i know i can choose to be happy! life is what you make of it, so make the most and enjoy. keep smiling, because you can. ;)

hello Glasgow

arrived in Glasgow safe and sound after a long duration.  I was very sad when I was on the plane. being free and pampered at home for two months. the love of family is always unforgettable. i read a card and cried like a baby. the guy sitting next to me was looking at me, wondering what's happening. I refused to look at him.  I wiped away the tears but that's not gonna to stop. even worse when listening to songs. in the end I just closed my eyes, placed a handkerchief over my eyes and let it be. it worked finely after an hour. tear glands totally dried up. i am alright now :) has been a long day! and yeah, I feel the most sincere love from each of them, that's why I was sad. no worries, i am happy happy now :D

this was how I look like after that, emo ha hahaha

bye Msia

this ain't the first time i leave home. but why i still can't control my tears. the tears well in my eyes and dropped uncontrollably. even worse than last year. feeling sad.

countdown

i have done one thing before back to Malaysia few months ago.

now i am repeating it again before back to Glasgow. 

repeating over and over again.

Countdown. 10 days from today.

rainy day

is rainy day makes your day full of thoughts more than usual? for me, yes. I have no idea why. You can see the raindrops falling very quickly on the floor, just like it took away all the worries and unhappiness at once, swiftly. i like the way i think which it takes away my pessimistic minds, but sometimes it brought up unnecessary mind and it has just threw off an awful vibe. however, rain will stop, it never rains forever. the good thing is that there is only a rainbow after a little rain where happiness can be found. everything will be solved one day, with subtle ordeal during the process :) 

Vampire Diaries

waiting for the Season 5. Damon with Elena? or Stefan? Is Lexi back? Caroline with Klaus? Bonnie? 

how about all the other originals? let's see starting from 3rd of October. hehe. soon! :) 

'My Girlfriend is a Gumiho'

just finished watching this series 'My Girlfriend is a Gumiho'. i have watched this few years back and recently just feel like reminiscing it. the starrings are so cute and pretty! this song is so addictive for now. like likeee! :D