Ahh.

ah.
unconsciously,my course is going to end soon.
few more months left.
i am scare.
i am worry.
worry for the exams.
really scare.

yesterday i thought about it for a whole night.
it is a hard job for me.
i know, i will try my best to do it.
but i also know that,
''try my best'' is not enough actually.
i am not talents.
i need put much much more efforts on study.
i am suffocating with those things.
i slept at 1.30am yesterday.
woke up at 2.17am.
i thought it was 6.30am.
i tried to sleep again.
then woke up at 4am+.
same things repeated again and again.
sleep and woke up,
sleep and woke up.
every half an hour.
whats wrong with me?
am i too stress?

i tried.
but it did not work.
i am grieved for the results i got.
i am not satisfy with the results.

what i can do.
tired. tired. tired.
feel want to relax,
but once i do it i will feel guilty.
when i think that i am wasting my time =(

and three more months later,
got to separate with those friends.








i am sure i will miss them.
a lot.
hmm, nope.
is more than a lot.

CoFFee

Coffee

it is good or bad neh.
will you get addicted after drink it?
headache?
energetic?

last few days i tried to drink coffee.
it made me so energetic.
never doze off during classes.
and no need take a nap after classes.

the next day i tried whether is the coffee so effective?
so i drink Milo before go to college.
oh my god.
the whole day.
so tired man.
dozing off during classes.

unbelievable COFFEE is effective for me.
as it was not effective to me during secondary school.
how much i drink it still will feel sleepy.

i would like to drink COFFEE everyday to make myself good in class.
i know it is not good for health.
so just once for a week(i think).
i do it because i hope that COFFEE is still effective for me before the period before exams.
heehee. =D

how about you who tried coffee? =)

study locally or abroad?

study abroad?
study locally?
which choice is better?

the answer is
l
l
l
l
l
l
v
study abroad.
why study abroad?
basically, there are pros and cons when study abroad.
not all families can afford the fees and the living costs at foreign countries.
like Austrlia and England.
the currency at there are too high if compare to ringgit value in Malaysia!


somemore, they have to separate with their lovely friends!
it is sad for some people!


however, study abroad brings more advantages to a student.
this is because the students can make more new friends who come from different countries.
they can actually learn more cultures and traditions at foreign countries.



the students can get more experience at foreign countries
and will explore many things at overseas!
the last one, they will become independence.



it does not mean that students who study local cannot become more independence.
just the students who study abroad have to do many things which they never done before in their host country.
they have to pay their bills,find transportation,get directions to a place by themselves.
students who study locally also can do that, but some of them are just depends on their family.
as their family can do for them.

so how you think?
would you like to study abroad or locally?