lose

seriously, i lose to my laziness.
it won.
thats why,
i felt that this week was so unproductive.
left a week---> TRIAL EXAM
hope i can beat my laziness start from now.
心动不如行动 =D
gambateh lur!

Happy Birthday!

yor fishhhieeeee.
happy birthday to you weh!!
a post specially for you.
should be proud ar xD

after happy merdeka day was ended.
and It is now happy fishiee day lur.
how good ya.
two big days continuously.
=D
finally you are 18 lur.
FINALLY!
you can do whatever you want le horrrrr.
can go clubbing liao lar you!!
no need check IC edi ><

18,
dai gor noi jor.
(opppssss, you are always dai gor noi)
be happy always.
dun cry again.
no more tears out of your eyes ok?
just be yourself!

take care weh.
(next time don't go stadium alone nah!)
too dangerous for a girl.
especially your outfit are always SEXY and HOT!
(HOT!!!--->>> anyone appear in your mind? xD)

i think the most important thing:
be happy. cheer up.
the most important thing for you.
of course your friends and FAMILY too!
oh ya, and nicholas teo!
he is the one who gives motivation for you!
We are always love you =D
muacksssss <3 miss you fishieee!

Family

just know that.
my family would organize a family trip.
it is not only my six family members.
is the whole family.
my uncle and aunt they all.

i was so excited when heard that.
as i love to spend time with family( of course friends too)

my mum plan to go to somewhere by a bus.
20+ people.
but i don't think is enough.

eldest uncle, there is about 15 members included all the kids.
(arr, the kids got to call me 堂姑, but i am not allowed them to call so)
second uncle 3 members,
my family 6 members,
forth and youngest uncle have 5 members each.
only from the grandmother's son side,
there is about 34 people.
how about my grandmother's daughters side?
too many.many many =D
as my grandmother have 10 daughters and 5 sons.


grandma birthday


my grandma's sons and aunt =D


grandma and her grandchild =)



grandma and her daughters and ''san po'' =D

i think,2 buses may enough. =D
as not all people are free during that time.

really hope this will success.
i am so eager about this.
hope can success =D
my beloved large family.


my cute ''biao'' niece ^.^

Famine30 =D

now is only 10.40pm.
but i feel so sleepy now.
how come huh. yesterday i gt enough sleep bor.

i went to famine30 camp on Saturday.
i asked some 22 NS xueji(s) to join too.
two of them didnt attend due to some reasons,
and a xue long xuedi cant attent too since he was sicked badly.
but 10 of NS xueji attended to there.
anyway i feel glad.



as we had long time never meet together and chat.
we were late when we reached XJ DIY camp.

firstly, I was shocked when there was grouping.
luckily jing is same group with me =D
but then others,
need know their group members individually.
I am so sorry, i didn't knw it was like this.

yeah my group,
the sixth group.
also known as 'StephylaBaby' group!
why Stephylababy?
becase,hmmmm, guess? xD



all members are so cute la weh.
but still, there was a ''drain'' between us and them.
we are already old xueji already nah.

i tried to remember their name.
hard weh.
the easiest new name for me to remember is der ting lo.
who else.
xiao bear(the leader), chang zhu, li ling,two zhi qing and wei hong?
and NS xueji in the group.
stephylababy(beloved fu dao yuan), jing,a 24th xueji(cant remember her name,Sorry!) and me lur!
''stephylababy! baby,baby,baby,oh yes,饥饿30,I'm lovin it!''

actually quite free in this camp.
nothing can do after 7pm ah.
start chatting at 7pm until 12am like that.
time is going so slow that time nah.
took a lot of photos during evening.
nice one =)



midnight, have a ''pillow'' talk with jing.
talked quite few things.
cheer up. you can. i am here always! ^^

next day going to bukit jalil.
although we reached there quite early, but still many campers there.
they are much earlier than us.
anyway still get a good seat.



a little of sleepy.
no hungry at all. just like normal weh.
happy to see fish leong and yise luo!
their voice is too nice to listen to.
''明天孩子们会有希望~~'' and ''如果我说爱我没有如果''
ahh.
really nice.

got V-soy at 3.50pm like that.
saw many people already started to eat before the countdown.
most of us, successed to do that lo.30 hours only ma.
no problem la.



still, many photos were taken.
too bad, i wanna take a photo with stephylababy.
but she was rushing to go to somewhere else.

all the photos in famine30 are failed to upload to fb by today.
for many times.
tried and tried,
failed and failed.
i will post it as soon as possible.

after this camp, i knew that,
for people can read this,
it means that you are the lucky one.
to stay in malaysia,
but not africa or other countries which got into poverty?
you have a computer or laptop to read blog and facebook,
like now what you are doing,
have clean water to use, and food to eat.

the children who are suffering from poverty,
may die due to hunger, thirst and diseases.
no more wasting food and water.
no more discrimination on the disabled people.
they have no choice.
they also wouldn't want to become like this.
so, you are the lucky one.
cherish your life,
appreciate for everything you are having now.

--love 22nd NS xueji,
members of Stephylababy,
Stephylababy,
and others friends known in the camp.--

Hate YOU

i hate YOU i hate YOU.
why are you always following me?
i really hate it.
how much i hope you get out from my life?
can you get out?
i do not need you anymore.
pleasee.
i begged you.
you are be with me for a long time already.
go to find others mah.
pleaseeeeeee.
haih,

bad pimples.

Love life

I am now listening to Lee Hom's latest songs,
while chatting with Sheng Nee and skype-ing with Yc.
i relaxed and enjoyed the moments just now
although just a little while.

Yesterday was Randy's birthday.
firstly, we planned to go out at night before his birthday for a celebration.
but he said he is not free? O.O
his brother wants to bring him for celebration.
fine, i saw him online until 9 o'clock huh.
never mind, the first plan---> spoiled. then second plan, we planned to give him a suprise before the class started.
all of us went to school earlier.
i and Ling woke up earlier and went to stationery shop to look for his birthday card.
i also planned to do something creative on the card.
i colour printed the photos.
but now, still inside my files. never use it.

i looked my watch, 7.45am. still early.
waiting waiting. 7.50am, 8.00am.
i thought all would go smoothly.
but it was not. i saw tsui ling walked inside the class without Randy.
something wrong!
ya, i knew what happenned.
our plan, again----> spoiled.

he absent for 3 lessons without any reasons.
we keep asking him but we got no answer.
he just ignored what we asked.
ah.
fine. i was not going to angry as yesterday was his day.
sabar, sabar.

finally the celebration ---> after the lessons.
just a normal suprise and celebration.
as we had no other plans already.

anyway, no matter how,
Randy, SMILE!!!! happy 18th birthday!
hope you can are accepted by Monash university!
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Lee Hom!
his new album-十八般武艺.



he changed his hairstyle in this album.
not cutting his hair, but he has tried hair extension.
unlike the previous albums, always the short hair and be cool.
he shows some artistic temperament by wearing coats and like a conductor.
overall he is now a music magician for this album!
as he is talented!
singing, acting, playing musical instruments such as piano, violin, er hu, drum, guitar and etc.
你不知道的事 and 需要人陪。
i like the most for now.
你不知道我为什麽离开你,
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣~~~
YY, stop stop!
omg, i can't think of him.
i will be crazy!
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another one, and also the last one for this post.
a guy,
called Liu Wei, from China.
he has no hands.
but legs.
you all know what?
he uses his legs, i mean his toes.
he uses his 10 toes to play a song on they keys of piano!



i got what he said.
‘要嘛就赶紧死掉，要么就活得精彩！’
i admire his spirit.
he can continue his life without his hands.
and still learn to play piano by his legs as that is his hobby.
why we can't?
can, we can.
just we chose not to.
got to change it from no, we can't to yes,we can!
believe ourselves!
do everything before it is too late!
Love our life!

Chemistry?

today chemistry lecturer showed us a video.
this video.
by Mizz Nina and Colby o'Donis.
well.
wondering why she showed us this video.
so relaxing huh.
enjoying songs and MV during chemistry class.
she said she will ask questions that related to the MV after that.
after the MV has ended.
she really asked some questions.
but the questions almost made me fainted.

first question:
1. what cell does mizz nina used for the torchlight?
--sweat-- it relates about topic 4 electrochemistry--

2. what is the talkie-walkie made up of? since it does not break when fall on the floor?
--omg--i dunno--

3. if mizz nina's silver earrings are not pure silver, it should put at anode or cathode to purify?
--cathode-- this one i know.

oh my godness.
her questions are really relating to the MV.
never think that is all about that.!

anyway, i like this song =)
mizz nina is a Malaysian.
never think that too. hehe.

Ahh.

ah.
unconsciously,my course is going to end soon.
few more months left.
i am scare.
i am worry.
worry for the exams.
really scare.

yesterday i thought about it for a whole night.
it is a hard job for me.
i know, i will try my best to do it.
but i also know that,
''try my best'' is not enough actually.
i am not talents.
i need put much much more efforts on study.
i am suffocating with those things.
i slept at 1.30am yesterday.
woke up at 2.17am.
i thought it was 6.30am.
i tried to sleep again.
then woke up at 4am+.
same things repeated again and again.
sleep and woke up,
sleep and woke up.
every half an hour.
whats wrong with me?
am i too stress?

i tried.
but it did not work.
i am grieved for the results i got.
i am not satisfy with the results.

what i can do.
tired. tired. tired.
feel want to relax,
but once i do it i will feel guilty.
when i think that i am wasting my time =(

and three more months later,
got to separate with those friends.








i am sure i will miss them.
a lot.
hmm, nope.
is more than a lot.

CoFFee

Coffee

it is good or bad neh.
will you get addicted after drink it?
headache?
energetic?

last few days i tried to drink coffee.
it made me so energetic.
never doze off during classes.
and no need take a nap after classes.

the next day i tried whether is the coffee so effective?
so i drink Milo before go to college.
oh my god.
the whole day.
so tired man.
dozing off during classes.

unbelievable COFFEE is effective for me.
as it was not effective to me during secondary school.
how much i drink it still will feel sleepy.

i would like to drink COFFEE everyday to make myself good in class.
i know it is not good for health.
so just once for a week(i think).
i do it because i hope that COFFEE is still effective for me before the period before exams.
heehee. =D

how about you who tried coffee? =)

study locally or abroad?

study abroad?
study locally?
which choice is better?

the answer is
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study abroad.
why study abroad?
basically, there are pros and cons when study abroad.
not all families can afford the fees and the living costs at foreign countries.
like Austrlia and England.
the currency at there are too high if compare to ringgit value in Malaysia!


somemore, they have to separate with their lovely friends!
it is sad for some people!


however, study abroad brings more advantages to a student.
this is because the students can make more new friends who come from different countries.
they can actually learn more cultures and traditions at foreign countries.



the students can get more experience at foreign countries
and will explore many things at overseas!
the last one, they will become independence.



it does not mean that students who study local cannot become more independence.
just the students who study abroad have to do many things which they never done before in their host country.
they have to pay their bills,find transportation,get directions to a place by themselves.
students who study locally also can do that, but some of them are just depends on their family.
as their family can do for them.

so how you think?
would you like to study abroad or locally?