Friday, July 30, 2010

Ahh.

ah.
unconsciously,my course is going to end soon.
few more months left.
i am scare.
i am worry.
worry for the exams.
really scare.

yesterday i thought about it for a whole night.
it is a hard job for me.
i know, i will try my best to do it.
but i also know that,
''try my best'' is not enough actually.
i am not talents.
i need put much much more efforts on study.
i am suffocating with those things.
i slept at 1.30am yesterday.
woke up at 2.17am.
i thought it was 6.30am.
i tried to sleep again.
then woke up at 4am+.
same things repeated again and again.
sleep and woke up,
sleep and woke up.
every half an hour.
whats wrong with me?
am i too stress?

i tried.
but it did not work.
i am grieved for the results i got.
i am not satisfy with the results.

what i can do.
tired. tired. tired.
feel want to relax,
but once i do it i will feel guilty.
when i think that i am wasting my time =(

and three more months later,
got to separate with those friends.








i am sure i will miss them.
a lot.
hmm, nope.
is more than a lot.

7 comments :

  1. friendship wil be forever...
    dun feel so stress la...^^

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  2. You certainly can do it!jia you=)
    gonna treasure this few more months=D

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  3. yup,my dear you are too stress ady
    relax...
    jia yous ar...and don't sorrow due to the ending of course and friends.
    the friendship will never end and bless them for their shinning future.
    you can make it dear.be more confident and have fun in these coming months. jia you ^^

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  4. =)
    friendship forever!
    jia you and all the best to you all too!

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  5. dont worry yy!! sure can one and we'll still keep in contact k :) haha. dont be overstress like me and randy LOL

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  6. friendship NEVER end if we are in ur heart..amoi, i reli reli reli happy got you as friend oh =) sure miss u miss daooooo like wat after this year... few more months. JY!

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  7. it is just a part of your life...
    try your best and enjoy it..
    once u put effort..
    nothing gonna feel guilty..
    especially the experience and memories....
    take care and good luck❤

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