sad sad

finally i have made it which was the longest nightmare i had.
thanks for anyone who prayed for me.
but i am not happy.
could not feel any sense of happiness.
i don't want them to go.
i want them to stay but not leave.
i don't want to separate with them.
i want to have a great uni life with them.
i used to pass the days with you all before classes, during classes and after classes.
i am sad.
can't imagine how's my uni life without them, although i know there are still some other good friends there.

hope they appeal successfully.
i need them a lot :(

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actually can check results now.
but i chose not to check it right now.
i scare the feelings when didn't see the band i wanted.
so much of fears.
i am really scare.
i want to check at midnight or next morning.
is it a good idea?
nothing to describe my feelings now besides

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and

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pray hard! 

pray

what i got today was disappointment and despair.
i can feel my tears but didn't let anyone see it during the briefing.
i have told myself and others don't be sad.
now is not the time to be sad.
enjoy as much as we can now within this week.
either sweet dreams or nightmare could happen on this friday.

sure,
sweet dreams are preferable, for everyone of us.
best luck :)

a week with fun

it has been some time i didn't update my blog due to my laziness. Actually it is because most of the photos are not at me and i feel like updating my blog with pictures to share with everyone here.

i think that my life is great now, it's fun, it's special, it's crazy, sometimes it's stress and sad. i really enjoy my life now with my great friends.

i promised to upload more photos. here are them :)

sorry for the late.

nahh thanks all.

jassie and jiajia:

i felt sorry that you both had skipped a class to buy a tiramisu cake for me. thank you very much.jiajia thanks for the card :)

zimei:

i am touched that that day we slept at 3am and you woke up at 6am to do something for me while i was sleeping beside you and you had to be very careful so that i was not disturbed by any noise.

chieryit,shufang,sareena,joanne,boonyi,eeleng,yuwey,jengho,alex,weiming,jassie,jiajia,zimei:

thanks for the celebration and lunch. i was surprised by all of you. EVERYONE.

yingpei:

although you were not there, but thanks for your present from Europe.

jiawen,xinyu,yinyan:

thanks for the celebration after a week and the DIY thingy. :) 
siewling:
the portrait you drew for me is nice >< gonna laminate it! thank you!
boey:
thanks for your card with loves. :D
wenjing and liteng: 
thanks for so many wishes from your friends. surprised. ^_^
OWL weiling and FISH chingyee:
thanks for asking the old friends to wish me. especially the classmates in 4a7 and 5a7.i was touched and i miss you all. 
clement:
thanks for your gift from genting. :)

my family too, thanks for the celebration. Mummy bought me necklace and my ah gor bought me a handbag :D

thanks to everyone who wished me . i appreciate it. :)

a week filled with joys.

Saw some monkeys beside roads last week and jassie stopped her car to let us see thw monkeys. I was wondering why she shouted ‘’Yeeyin!! JengHo!!’’ in the car while we both were sitting at the seats behind. Later we knew she was pointing to us when saw the monkeys. Ahhh after that day some of them think of me when heard ‘’monkey, houzi, malau’’. Just a coincidence that I like banana.

went for jogging on Monday and took dinner at Face to Face. went to Sri Petaling night market with around 15 of them on Tuesday. They let the 5 UK girls ate SMELLY TOFU. Eeee, how they could eat that smelly food! went to Sunway for movie and took dinner at AC on Wednesday. Kungfu Panda 2 is a funny show. There is a monkey in the movie! The panda is so cute :D went for jogging with 10 of them on Thursday. Jassie,Zimei and ShuFang joined us and it was a nice day!  back to home alone yesterday by public transport :D

i hope that we have the chance to continue the life like this. how much i hope this would be true. miracles, please happen this time. I used to spend my time with all of them in uni. someone said ''we have the reasons to stay''. Don’t separate us :’(

greatest birthday

had a very great birthday this year.
classmates surprised me. O.O
and first celebration in lecture theater!
thanks everyone of them! :D

received plenty of wishes from friends and their friends who i don't know.
quite surprised when phone rang non-stop until i saw the notification showed that there were around 140 new messages.
i appreciate what i had :)


more photos would be uploaded!

bad day

bad day.
what childhood story are there?
can't remember any of it.
really out of idea.
didn't know what i have crapped just now.

best luck to everyone of us tomorrow!

:)

i hope it rains today.
and it is raining now.

i hope we can pass ielts.
will it happen?