tired

ahhh. now is 4.10am.
staying in friend's house to do something.
yeah just done it.

how much i hope i can just lie on the bed and close my eyes.
i wished.
what i am going to do now is study. until the next morning straight go for classes.
ah tired.
talked about something and it killed my sleepiness.
i am still awake now!

chiong, hwaiting!

call

just received second call from my mum.
i was grinning when i know the purpose of that call.

mum:'' hey hey hey, 王力宏拿很多奖耶！,你听他讲话 *placed her phone near TV*''
and i heard lee hom was giving short speech during an award ceremony.

my mum knows who i admired =D

oh yeah, my brother bought me tau sa pia from penang. yeah yeah yeah!

disaster

is it going to the end of the world?
two disasters happened within two weeks.

if yes, can i just do what i want to do? ><

no one can predict this.
disasters are inevitable.
face it when happened.

pray for those unfortunates.

ish ish

it's 2.39am now.
can guess what i am doing?
i was in a great mood at first before knew the dates of the exams at midnight,
as outings have made my day. (+wen,xinyu,yy & alex)



yeah, i met tortoise and dog today too.

i admitted that i seemed to be a bit abnormal due to lack of sleep x)

then now, i am worrying and keep finding slots for exams.
MUET and IELTS.
both of these LANGUAGE EXAMS really make me feel so tension.
barriers in my study!
now the dates of both of these exams crashed.
speaking test of muet also crashed with class test.
T.T
ISH ISH ISHHHH!

gratz

frankly, i can feel the happiness and freedom from them.

congratulations to every seniors who passed their sem 3 exam.


my turn to go for tests and exams now.

good luck to me =D

disappointed

ahhh quite disappointed with it.

i hate the feelings when get disappointment.

it makes me feel more tension and panic.

gotta work more harder.

Happiness

yeah.
faster than expected :D
anyway,
i had a nice day yesterday in jogoya and pavillion.
with lovely friends.
bought nothing,
but got something much valuable which can't obtain by money or cash.
it comes naturally at anytime,anywhere,
the HAPPINESS.

waiting

waiting for the outing next week :D

miss you all too much ><

winning bet

nah. it is so obvious now.
no more guessing :)
no more rumours.
let's see what will happen.
i am gotta win the bet.

btw, suddenly i miss my home now :(

terror

life is so terror.



which one is the real one??
everyone shows different faces and expressions from time to time.
since then, i have no idea which one is the real one.
i cant read their mind.
how i can analyze it?

again, life isn't simple.

happy birthday

got people ffk me early in the morning.
but i didn't blame him as yesterday all of us went back quite late.
sure couldn't wake up early in the morning.
even myself feel so reluctant to wake upppp!!
no need say sorry to me so many times leh =D

back to here.
i went back hometown this week because there was a very very very important celebration!
that was my ah ma birthday celebration!
woohooooo! she is now 85! gratz gratz!! *actually i not sure is 85 or 86>.< *
super great every daughters and sons and grandchildren were all the way back from different places just to celebrate it!even myself =D



nahhh happy birthday grandma!!



wish grandma be healthy always and have a long life!
teeheeee ^^

Black Swan

had movie marathon today with batchmates!

Black Swan, a perfect movie!


especially the last part.
every single movement of white swan and black swan are so so so perfect!
adore her so muchhhh!
*of course not the Schizophrenia part*

the movie relates to ballerina.
that's why i miss ballet a lot by right now.
i know it is not the first time i mention this,
but still want to say it again.


this is my ballet shoes when i was a kid

this is my point shoes. got it few years ago.
i love to wear it although it caused a lot of pain at the beginning.
when i will have the chance to wear it again? =(






performed in year 2009.
the costume just wore once!!
i thought still got chance to wear it after this performance, but i am not as i have to go for further study!
i miss ballet, i miss the teacher, i miss the friends, i miss the kids!

Black Swan, worth to watch it.

I am Number 4,
a movie made me felt so sleepy.
dozing off during the movie.
only know what it was going on until the halfway of the movie ><

spent a nice day with them.
enjoyed.=)
it's 3.42am. gotta sleep. good night!

miracle

everyone will step into success if walk through the door of opportunity.
at least walk through it, then you would know you get it or not.

never stop trying and doing before miracle happen,
expect miracle,
allow it to happen.

=D

reality

you and you are not doing the things you were saying.
ya, now i know what a reality is.

luck

everyone has different thinking and point of view.
thus, different types of solutions could be taken.
time will take things away from second to next.

to motivate myself:


hope these stars can bring me luck =D