friendship :)

yeah there is quite some time i did not update my blog. previously i felt something to write but time did not allow me to have a chance to be here to express myself. simply just because of a class test, a physiology 1 class test which drove me crazy. how am i supposed to memorize the whole syllabus within two weeks and write 5 essays within an extremely short time--1 hour! anyhow i have tried my best to do it.

everyone must rest or find any entertainment after studying right? AHA! i am not excluded. Jiajia and I became Jassie's follower during july orientation by following 'POPOPOPOPOTATO'. my legs were tired after that. this was the first day.

the second day, ChierYit, Jiajia and I stay tuned for her show while studying physio. just because of her, we studied in the dark and ran from second floor to ground floor when heard her group name. She was so funny in that show by performing CATWALK and pink panther's dance! DALANG,DALANG~

that's the end for their orientation. :)

yesterday we went for snowflake with zimei! a girl that i used to talk to in uni. although it just 2 hours outing but still great. let's meet up soon! there will never has an end in our friendship. ^_^

bully bully :D

yeah leng lui leh the white shirt one!

WEEEE zm :D

nah four of us ><

blabla

yesterday went to zimei's house to stay overnight.

not intended to sleep. 

keep on chatting until made someone awaken from sleep.

wanna show a photo when he is dating with Mr Zhou Gong.

  

went to White Coat Ceremony on the next day.

helped the new intake of bpharm students to wear lab coat.

oh ya two days before, JiaJia, Jengho and I cooked dinner ourselves.

first dinner cooked in vista >.<

Lalala

Yo first time update my blogpost using iPod touch. It's not mine actually, friend's one. I am now in her house. Not the first time and hopefully not the last time, I believe that there are still many chances. >< I miss the time here. I have been here for fun and did decoration. Lalala just for fun. :)

exam

exam is around the corner but i have not started anything yet. got to catch up as soon as  i can! :)

byebye side fringe

said byebye to my side fringe. although now's also not that short. but it's shorter than the previous one. ><
 ahh heart feels so pain when something that is important to me has broken. SAM TONG.

the one who loves to become 'sushi', i am right in the uni, i miss you.

To ZiMei

我没有要哭。
我忍了好久。
我以为我就快成功了。
但是，
我失败了。
当你在我耳边喊着‘你一个人去图书馆’，‘你一个人半夜起来读书’··
我的眼泪完全不受控制，
拼命往下流。

这是因为，
在这六个月来，虽然对其他人来说这可能只是区区的几个月，
但是就在这短短的几个月，我们的回忆就有很多。

从一开始，
被人家说我们是亲戚。
过后发现对方很多共同点，
尤其是芭蕾舞。
这个话题让我们聊了很久。
更巧合的是，
我们都曾经让我们的三姑顾过。

我会记得当我在你家过夜时你告诉过我的东西，
好多theory.
我不会把它忘记，
就像吃正餐前要吃完蔬菜，
吃正餐前要好喝完果汁，
喝milo会被蚊子叮，
吃到辣椒很辣的时候要怎样，
9点过后不可以洗头，等等。
这些，我都不会忘记。

还有，
考大考前，
总是为对方打电话及讯息，
只为了要半夜起床温习功课。
那时，我只要听到‘dingdong' 就很自然的会起床。
就是因为这样， 当她说了一句‘你半夜自己起来读书’时的心情，
真的无法控制。

我会记得我们之前为了布置的东西而烦恼。
烦设计，烦材料，烦时间。
熬夜，只为了准备这些东西。
我会记得我们pillow talk的时间，
虽然次数寥寥无几，但还是很深刻。

还有还有，
从何时开始我就在你ipod里写日记。
这已经成为我的习惯。
我不想就这样在那儿留下句点。
就当作给你的一个纪念吧。

你真的是我在大学最好的朋友了。
少了你，就像少了右手。
记得，不要忘了我曾经，
提醒你喝水，
叫你吃木瓜，
买doughnut给你吃，
熬夜帮你下载the black swan,
当你在读书时拉你去上厕所，
当你在伤心失望时给于鼓励，
为了打给你而犹豫了好久，
为了半夜起来读书打给你，只为了测验，
为了完成你的生日册而熬夜，
为了帮你而跑去帮你做布置，
为了你的安全，晚上跟你一起上hilltop拿车，
要你回到家text我，
为了你的theory我不要喝milo,
为了你的theory我9点过后不洗头。
是你的好朋友。

曾经，
我们是好朋友，
现在，
我们是好朋友，
以后，
我们也会是好朋友。
坚强些，勇敢去面对，在挑战。
我相信你是可以做到的，
我会支持你。

不要忘了我，
有时间就听听`‘熬夜’
偶尔想想我，我会很想你。

To Jassie & Jengho

Jassie,
你的离开就像是我少了左手。
你从来都不会欺负我，
虽然你曾经骗过我，
上到了hilltop,
‘惨了，我没有拿到车锁匙’
我那时也上了你的当。

你真的好像大姐大，
‘你跟我讲sorry’
但是打给男朋友就那么温柔。
还真的是不一样。
在这几个月里你是最kisiao的那一位，
相信少了你，
欢笑声也自然而然减少。
没有人唱‘没关系’，
没有人在上课时打嗝，
没有人在bm pembentangan的时候做很好笑的动作'akhir sekali'.

有事情你会坦然面对，
会想办法解决。
所以，你要加油。
没什么你是做不到的。
我们会再见。

Jengho,
我们是因为某人才慢慢变得比较熟，
觉得世界很小，
小得不得了 。
居然有那么巧的事情发生。

你时常在我们面前做些傻傻的事情，
让你身边的人可以获得欢乐，
有你在就会有笑声。

虽然这次没有办到，相信你下次在其他方面会做得更好。
当我收到你的信息是，眼泪也是不由自主地掉下。
你们干吗一直弄我哭？
很高兴认识到你这位朋友，
你要加油.

有梦想，就去追求。
相信你可以做到。

sad sad

finally i have made it which was the longest nightmare i had.
thanks for anyone who prayed for me.
but i am not happy.
could not feel any sense of happiness.
i don't want them to go.
i want them to stay but not leave.
i don't want to separate with them.
i want to have a great uni life with them.
i used to pass the days with you all before classes, during classes and after classes.
i am sad.
can't imagine how's my uni life without them, although i know there are still some other good friends there.

hope they appeal successfully.
i need them a lot :(

SCARE

actually can check results now.
but i chose not to check it right now.
i scare the feelings when didn't see the band i wanted.
so much of fears.
i am really scare.
i want to check at midnight or next morning.
is it a good idea?
nothing to describe my feelings now besides

SCARE

SCARE 

and

SCARE!

pray hard!