Happy Snake Year :)

dong dong chiang dong dong chiang~!!

gong xi ya gong xi fa ya fa da cai~!!

*singing at the deep bottom of my heart, inexplicably 

how's your cny? i gueessed all had fun in msia.

i had the very first cny away from home, so further away

cant even see a single fireworks here that i used to see them at past in Malaysia

can you imagine that it's actually so saddening

cny without family and friends that used to be with, cny food and the most important is the atmosphere.

couldn't see any red stuff around here and thus couldn't feel any cny feel apart from the status updated from them in facebook

i viewed family, friends, wearing red, wearing cheongsam, with angpaus, with yeeshang, with liondance and fireworks from photos.

despite all above, i have tried to enjoy over here.

it's unlike malaysia, no cny holidays, i had cny eve on Saturday and first day of cny on Sunday.

after that, classes and labs as usual.

to put myself into cny mood, i threw a baking sessions with friends.

because the oven size is so limiting, thus we were not able to bake much.

butter cookies, peanut cookies, almond chocolate cookies, fried crabstick, fried small popiah with sugar and seaweed, and prawn crackers.

sounds much yeah but it's just nice for us.

then, we had a potluck dinner during cny eve with batchmates, have eaten all kinds of food.

all had become a great chef after came to uk

we had minced meat tofu, cashewnut chicken, mixed vege, lotus root with meat, brocoli mushroom, braised pork belly, dumplings, lemon chicken, curry chicken, popiah, fried meehoon, cornflakes cookies and tang yuan.

full like a pig after eating all of them. 

cny mahh must reunion with family right

in the morning on Sunday i went to have dimsum with my family

nahh here it goes!

i love dim sum to the maxxxxx um nom nom nom

at night went to have chinese buffet

after the day i went to dinner with my family again

so lovely <3 font="">

alright i had a white cny this year

this is memorable

i built snowman with friends

i give him warm by lending him a scarf

because it's cny, i wished him happy new year and best luck in this snake year

tomorrow's the last day. 

prepared to end this cny?

wish you will have a prosperous new year! :)

梦

很多人都說

當你夢見一個人

那就代表你很想見他

所謂的‘日有所思，夜有所夢’

贊同嗎？

夢

都不在控制範圍

有時作美夢

有時作惡夢

都是非主願

有人認為

當你已入睡，進入作夢狀態時

你的靈魂已經離開你的身軀

只要臉在這時段被塗鴉

所謂的靈魂會因認不出而回不了自己的身軀

有人認為

他沒有做夢，或一晚只有一個夢

其實不僅僅是一個夢

只是於夢的記憶消失了

有人認為

它其實有科學根據

就有關於REM sleep與淺睡狀態

才會出現做夢的現象

也有人認為

每個夢

都能被分析

好的壞的，

都一定有它的意思

如果都不認為，

没关系，就相信这就好了

trust

alright, what a day.
supposed to be stress-free and moody-free.

TRUST is important in every relationship, as in friendship and family.
of course love needs that too, but it's not for me now.
sometimes everything just because of timing and chances.
when you have missed it, either you can wait for the next chance or never have the chance again.
in the other words, you have lost the chance to do anything you would like to do.
TRUST of family and friends, only these are applicable to me for now.
I appreciate those who trusted on me, become part of your life, and my life.
Yet, i believe TRUST is fragile. you have to keep and maintain it very firmly, a single tiny matter will break it, TRUST BROKEN then. 
how? it's rely on both sides, like a balance, one will drop when the other let it goes.

it is like a piece of paper, when it ceased, it cannot be recovered as the new one no matter how u smoothed it. 

cherish the moment you have before regrets, as this is the moment where you couldn't have reached when it's tomorrow. 

掏掏掏

掏脑掏心掏肺掏肝地努力
换来的
并没有那么好
是不是该自我检讨
但是却不知道
问题在哪里

first post of 2013

gosh. it's 2013. i didn't even give an update before 2012 ended!! here is the first post of 2013. now i really just can go against the time and reminisce the past. time flies right. it's 2013. we survived from doomday! i didn't even put a little care on it. just feel like updating. will update more after exams! having the first paper tomorrow, good luck to myself! 
hopefully 2013 is gonna be as good as 2012, even better :) 

lalalala xj gatherings

 if i am home in malaysia, i am sure i am not home yesterday. most of the xjs went back to the camp as a gathering yesterday! that's the chance to gather everyone who was not meeting each other for ages. i wanted to go, *disconsolate*, i have never missed a chanced to join our gathering! but, hmm. i went, my soul went. i am happy to see them gathered, with my soul hahaha.  

here are the xj athering photos. awhh, time flies. 

2008 famine 30

2010 famine 30

tanban

erm erm bbq?

hui chao ri

xin chun 2009

august camp tan ban 2010

erm erm cant remember haha

malacca trip-2012!

2012 august camp tanban

err err i cant remember ><

err errr also cant remember

2010 quan guo ying

the most recent one that i have missed! 2012 pxy tanban!

Saturday night

today, now, more like a Saturday night for me. the feel. the feeling of night on Saturday. just like how the song '星期六的深夜' describes by Wang Lee Hom. i can feel the warm with just a simple message, with few words, other than those like 'I LOVE YOU'. 'how are you?', 'take care yourself', 'be happy, dont emo', 'put on more clothes' and others, simply enough, to make myself satisfied. i don't expect from anyone, the sincerity is the thing. yeah, honestly, i am happy that i actually have some friends treat me in this way. fortunately. :)

it's a Friday though. 

hungryyy

ARGHH feel like eating so many things right now. this ain't the problem, the problem is, not able to get them here. the food i wanted to eat all in Msia. yeah right, i know i came here for just around 3 months, but me as a glutton always craving for food very easily. 

loh bak gou 

Mango!!

lin chi kang

mum-cooked food

PAO

DURIAN

MILLE CREPE

CRAB

BAK KUT TEH

SWISS ROLL

Wai-gong's noodle soup

Hailam chicken chop

GIGAGU :D

白糖糕!!

glurrrrrr. i heard my stomach growling. ahhhhhhh. how can i endure this!! anyone can make for me? T.T

loch lomond

I went to Loch Lomond with friends last Saturday! It is a popular leisure attraction with watersports and boating. so sadly to say it was a rainy and windy day! we just wandered around and enjoyed the views. and yeah yeah, took photos! there is like a heaven, the landscape shows distinctive colour images, fascinating. 
but it was too cold, FREEZING COLD. it suits polar bear to hibernate over there. had a nice day, had fun, became wet and dried consecutively, with tiring legs. 

can you see the rainbow?

our lunch. HOTDOG.

looking forward to visit other places :)

time, wasted.

here is the mood to update. 
i dont like to waste time. i feel time is the most precious thing ever. you cant ever catch back even a single second. time wont let us to do so. i am so upset that have to tell myself i should have to give it up earlier. should expect it earlier. so silly i am the only one carry on. if not, i could spend these time on more important things. may be, i listed it as an important responsibility in my list, actually it is not. it WAS important. not to blame anyone, no one. okay. my first teary night in uk. well. i should reorganize my mood. and get back to normal. i can manage it.