the one who loves to become 'sushi', i am right in the uni, i miss you.

To ZiMei

我没有要哭。
我忍了好久。
我以为我就快成功了。
但是，
我失败了。
当你在我耳边喊着‘你一个人去图书馆’，‘你一个人半夜起来读书’··
我的眼泪完全不受控制，
拼命往下流。

这是因为，
在这六个月来，虽然对其他人来说这可能只是区区的几个月，
但是就在这短短的几个月，我们的回忆就有很多。

从一开始，
被人家说我们是亲戚。
过后发现对方很多共同点，
尤其是芭蕾舞。
这个话题让我们聊了很久。
更巧合的是，
我们都曾经让我们的三姑顾过。

我会记得当我在你家过夜时你告诉过我的东西，
好多theory.
我不会把它忘记，
就像吃正餐前要吃完蔬菜，
吃正餐前要好喝完果汁，
喝milo会被蚊子叮，
吃到辣椒很辣的时候要怎样，
9点过后不可以洗头，等等。
这些，我都不会忘记。

还有，
考大考前，
总是为对方打电话及讯息，
只为了要半夜起床温习功课。
那时，我只要听到‘dingdong' 就很自然的会起床。
就是因为这样， 当她说了一句‘你半夜自己起来读书’时的心情，
真的无法控制。

我会记得我们之前为了布置的东西而烦恼。
烦设计，烦材料，烦时间。
熬夜，只为了准备这些东西。
我会记得我们pillow talk的时间，
虽然次数寥寥无几，但还是很深刻。

还有还有，
从何时开始我就在你ipod里写日记。
这已经成为我的习惯。
我不想就这样在那儿留下句点。
就当作给你的一个纪念吧。

你真的是我在大学最好的朋友了。
少了你，就像少了右手。
记得，不要忘了我曾经，
提醒你喝水，
叫你吃木瓜，
买doughnut给你吃，
熬夜帮你下载the black swan,
当你在读书时拉你去上厕所，
当你在伤心失望时给于鼓励，
为了打给你而犹豫了好久，
为了半夜起来读书打给你，只为了测验，
为了完成你的生日册而熬夜，
为了帮你而跑去帮你做布置，
为了你的安全，晚上跟你一起上hilltop拿车，
要你回到家text我，
为了你的theory我不要喝milo,
为了你的theory我9点过后不洗头。
是你的好朋友。

曾经，
我们是好朋友，
现在，
我们是好朋友，
以后，
我们也会是好朋友。
坚强些，勇敢去面对，在挑战。
我相信你是可以做到的，
我会支持你。

不要忘了我，
有时间就听听`‘熬夜’
偶尔想想我，我会很想你。

To Jassie & Jengho

Jassie,
你的离开就像是我少了左手。
你从来都不会欺负我，
虽然你曾经骗过我，
上到了hilltop,
‘惨了，我没有拿到车锁匙’
我那时也上了你的当。

你真的好像大姐大，
‘你跟我讲sorry’
但是打给男朋友就那么温柔。
还真的是不一样。
在这几个月里你是最kisiao的那一位，
相信少了你，
欢笑声也自然而然减少。
没有人唱‘没关系’，
没有人在上课时打嗝，
没有人在bm pembentangan的时候做很好笑的动作'akhir sekali'.

有事情你会坦然面对，
会想办法解决。
所以，你要加油。
没什么你是做不到的。
我们会再见。

Jengho,
我们是因为某人才慢慢变得比较熟，
觉得世界很小，
小得不得了 。
居然有那么巧的事情发生。

你时常在我们面前做些傻傻的事情，
让你身边的人可以获得欢乐，
有你在就会有笑声。

虽然这次没有办到，相信你下次在其他方面会做得更好。
当我收到你的信息是，眼泪也是不由自主地掉下。
你们干吗一直弄我哭？
很高兴认识到你这位朋友，
你要加油.

有梦想，就去追求。
相信你可以做到。

sad sad

finally i have made it which was the longest nightmare i had.
thanks for anyone who prayed for me.
but i am not happy.
could not feel any sense of happiness.
i don't want them to go.
i want them to stay but not leave.
i don't want to separate with them.
i want to have a great uni life with them.
i used to pass the days with you all before classes, during classes and after classes.
i am sad.
can't imagine how's my uni life without them, although i know there are still some other good friends there.

hope they appeal successfully.
i need them a lot :(

SCARE

actually can check results now.
but i chose not to check it right now.
i scare the feelings when didn't see the band i wanted.
so much of fears.
i am really scare.
i want to check at midnight or next morning.
is it a good idea?
nothing to describe my feelings now besides

SCARE

SCARE 

and

SCARE!

pray hard! 

pray

what i got today was disappointment and despair.
i can feel my tears but didn't let anyone see it during the briefing.
i have told myself and others don't be sad.
now is not the time to be sad.
enjoy as much as we can now within this week.
either sweet dreams or nightmare could happen on this friday.

sure,
sweet dreams are preferable, for everyone of us.
best luck :)

a week with fun

it has been some time i didn't update my blog due to my laziness. Actually it is because most of the photos are not at me and i feel like updating my blog with pictures to share with everyone here.

i think that my life is great now, it's fun, it's special, it's crazy, sometimes it's stress and sad. i really enjoy my life now with my great friends.

i promised to upload more photos. here are them :)

sorry for the late.

nahh thanks all.

jassie and jiajia:

i felt sorry that you both had skipped a class to buy a tiramisu cake for me. thank you very much.jiajia thanks for the card :)

zimei:

i am touched that that day we slept at 3am and you woke up at 6am to do something for me while i was sleeping beside you and you had to be very careful so that i was not disturbed by any noise.

chieryit,shufang,sareena,joanne,boonyi,eeleng,yuwey,jengho,alex,weiming,jassie,jiajia,zimei:

thanks for the celebration and lunch. i was surprised by all of you. EVERYONE.

yingpei:

although you were not there, but thanks for your present from Europe.

jiawen,xinyu,yinyan:

thanks for the celebration after a week and the DIY thingy. :) 
siewling:
the portrait you drew for me is nice >< gonna laminate it! thank you!
boey:
thanks for your card with loves. :D
wenjing and liteng: 
thanks for so many wishes from your friends. surprised. ^_^
OWL weiling and FISH chingyee:
thanks for asking the old friends to wish me. especially the classmates in 4a7 and 5a7.i was touched and i miss you all. 
clement:
thanks for your gift from genting. :)

my family too, thanks for the celebration. Mummy bought me necklace and my ah gor bought me a handbag :D

thanks to everyone who wished me . i appreciate it. :)

a week filled with joys.

Saw some monkeys beside roads last week and jassie stopped her car to let us see thw monkeys. I was wondering why she shouted ‘’Yeeyin!! JengHo!!’’ in the car while we both were sitting at the seats behind. Later we knew she was pointing to us when saw the monkeys. Ahhh after that day some of them think of me when heard ‘’monkey, houzi, malau’’. Just a coincidence that I like banana.

went for jogging on Monday and took dinner at Face to Face. went to Sri Petaling night market with around 15 of them on Tuesday. They let the 5 UK girls ate SMELLY TOFU. Eeee, how they could eat that smelly food! went to Sunway for movie and took dinner at AC on Wednesday. Kungfu Panda 2 is a funny show. There is a monkey in the movie! The panda is so cute :D went for jogging with 10 of them on Thursday. Jassie,Zimei and ShuFang joined us and it was a nice day!  back to home alone yesterday by public transport :D

i hope that we have the chance to continue the life like this. how much i hope this would be true. miracles, please happen this time. I used to spend my time with all of them in uni. someone said ''we have the reasons to stay''. Don’t separate us :’(

greatest birthday

had a very great birthday this year.
classmates surprised me. O.O
and first celebration in lecture theater!
thanks everyone of them! :D

received plenty of wishes from friends and their friends who i don't know.
quite surprised when phone rang non-stop until i saw the notification showed that there were around 140 new messages.
i appreciate what i had :)


more photos would be uploaded!

bad day

bad day.
what childhood story are there?
can't remember any of it.
really out of idea.
didn't know what i have crapped just now.

best luck to everyone of us tomorrow!

:)

i hope it rains today.
and it is raining now.

i hope we can pass ielts.
will it happen?